Is my writing getting affected ?

 Recently, this question has been coming to my mind more frequently and whenever I start thinking about it more than twice, I stop planning to write. As, I am quite connected to mathematics, I am mainly more interested in finding a solution which is completely my own and even an iota of it should not have image of anything, whatsoever. In a sense, I am not a person who can frame words which would make people glued to my sentences. So, thinking twice and stopping, is in a sense giving me an opportunity to wait and read a lot. Reading from different field and not sticking to any, is actually helping me in doing what is actually cooking inside me. The aroma which is coming out due to cooking, is making me understand that may be, it's not affected and hence I write a paragraph or two.

"Taking hints" from some other source could be understood as "writing getting affected". But there could be other side to it as well. "Taking hints" might be acting as a forcing agency which is turning the matter again and again and streamlining things which could be unaffected. Also, it could have helped me getting numerous experiences which I could share personally in future with someone interested in knowing. What positive change it could create in life of others cannot be predicted. The lack of influence and affectation could be the thing which is making me write a minimum of two paragraphs. In this way, I understand I could keep coming back to unearthing my own trick to a particular problem.

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